Roots

Today was marriage counseling and it was hard.

As we 3 sat down to discuss the separation "rules", we brought up some existing conflicts in our marriage. We then began going round and round, arguing over the same old crap, sawing sawdust as my friend says. And as we began to reduce our marriage to a fine powder, we finally hit paydirt. We got to the very root of our problem. And as Dr. F started shoveling, er, i mean explaining it in a different way, we realized the roots went deeeeeeep and then sprouted and grew and grew.

Tonight it got real..........and I think for the first time, we both understand why we have been slowly spiraling downward all of these years. We understand EXACTLY why we are separating and we are both on the SAME page. Some would say, for the first time since we have been together. How sad that this is the one thing we agree on. We agree that this is the healthiest way for the both of us at this time. Healthy in mind, spirit and soul.

I won't say anymore about what happened with Dr. F.


I love my Husband very much, and I am here to support him, 100%.  My love and support for him will never fade, for the rest of my life. This separation is so painful to us both, but it has to be done, for many reasons I just can't say here. Heavy-hearted, bittersweet-ish, semi-peaceful.....