Our marriage is not pretty right now. I feel no one is reading this blog anyway, so what do I care that I'm saying it out loud. This blog is about the road to our child. Or maybe just my child?
I hope not.
I love my husband.
I want us to work.
Is this just a "rough patch"? I didn't that was supposed to happen until the "7 year itch", or after 12 or more years of marriage. Not at 3 1/2 years.
Anyway, it pains me to say, that we canceled our home study. We thought it best to put it on hold while we focus on our marriage. We realized how solid we are going to have to be as a team to tackle the issues ahead with foster care/adoption.
This sucks.
The yearn,need,desire to have a child does not go away and decide to come back after marriage counseling and therapy.
This. Sucks.
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