Portland is too small

Running into him on a beautiful sunny Saturday afternoon where the two of you used to hang out - devastating.

And another thing...

I am realizing, by the hour, the layers of it all.

So many layers.

I wanted to start my community college classes this coming Monday. There is absolutely no chance of that now. The thought of sitting for 6-8 hours and trying not to think of it all........

My brother made a good point. "God is giving you, YOU".

I'll spend the next few months discovering me, taking care of only me, for the first time in 31 years.