I feel good today. Last night, i was blue thinking of my journey to my child, and it seemed so far away. On the way home from a friends house last night, my Husband said he could go either way regarding us having a child. He has 3 already and is not yearning like I am. I appreciated his brutal honesty, but it still sucks to hear your Husband would be "happy either way". Cuz it seems to be killing me.
Anyway, today I am able to keep myself distracted with light housecleaning, taking care of some financial stuff and probably some cardmaking tonight. My cards are simple and unperfect. No one but my Mother has ever purchased one.
They are on Etsy and have had very few views and no purchases.
And i'll continue to make them until I can't anymore. It's a creative expression for me, and also allows me to do emotional work while I sit at my "card station" that faces the window.
Thanks for following....glad to visit you too! I see you have a lot weighing on your heart. I remember that yearning for our daughter....the "knowing" before my husband knew. Your on your journey. Take care of you.
ReplyDeleteBTW those cards are beautiful! I too NEED a creative outlet, it is my sanity saver!