On the flip side.....

The past couple weeks have been exhausting and exciting.

Some lowlights :
-We've been apart for almost 8 weeks now. There are days I can barely function, then days when I am fine. Overall, I know without a doubt, we are not meant to be together. The truth and weight of it is still unbearable, even though I know it's for the better for me........
-He called and told me he went on a date. A date. Read above.............it hasn't even been 8 weeks. He called me last week to tell me that. I was strong, but let him know exactly how that made me feel. Even though we are divorcing, legally we are married. We aren't even LEGALLY SEPARATED, just physically for now. I live over here, he lives over there. And still I find it stunning, shocking and devastating that he has gone on a date. We were together for 6 short years, but shared so so much.  Even in his absence, he is showing that he is not the one for me.
And that hurts.

Highlights :
-Raphael Saadiq last week was amaaaazing. Can't wait for Stone Rollin' to come out.

- Mos Def on Saturday night was ......wow......AWESOME. His lyrics....ahh...his style...oooh...his charm and Brooklyn swagger....yum..
-Whew, ok. Also my crafts are selling super slowly but consistently. I seem to have one good bite a week, and for that i'm so grateful.
-God is showing me sign after sign after sign. I'm blessed to have my family and friends supporting me.